My Hair Dream



My Dream. Is to have hair. That looks like this.

No split ends. No frizzy locks. No dead curls.

I will no longer make that drastic decision to relax it. Youtube has inspired me.

I will now lovingly care for and give my hair all that it needs. I will acheive my goal one day!

Go Natural Hair!!


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Eid Mubarak!!


Yesterday was Eid day..........What a wonderfully (tiring) day! So tiring that I had all of my energy sapped out of me and today there is not a shred of energy left, except for what it takes to loll about and roll around and tickle my cat and check for tidbits from the fridge (sounds like alot of energy eh? well it's not).

So anyway my sleepy and drugged brain frinally sent a message to the body that, hey, it's boring! Get something on mon!........so I decided to turn to my laptop. I mean, it's something that I can still do whilst lying down :-p. And when I turn on my laptop I see pictures from yesterdays Eid which means that now I have to blog them.

To cut a lot story short, I tooooooooootally didn't expect Eid to happen when it did. I mean..I really thought that it would be on Monday not on Sunday, which was why when the announcement came over the radio everyone was like HWAATT??!! I mean, we had barely started cooking yet!!! and that really jeapordized alot of our (especially my) cooking plans!! Here's what was the planned menu :

Chicken Souse
Maccaroni and Cheese (Bahamian Mummy style mmmm)
Jerk Chicken
Baked Chicken
Nasi impit
Kuah Kacang
Rendang
Baklava
Danish Pastries
Apple Pie/ Apple Crumble
Chocolate Pineapple Upsidedown cake
Macadamia chocolate chip cookies
Lemon Pound cake


WELL!! that menu had to be severely shortened and we ended up only making those ones in red. And that even kept us up until midnight. Initially we were going to stay up until 3am but ooooooh Ya Allah no ones eyes could take it! so we took some shuteye until 4am then got back up to continue. Really tiring, but it was worth it later on to see people enjoy it. Usually on other years I would have taken a weeks start to bake sweets and all but since I'm in KL now I dont have the chance :(. I was contemplating buying some of the gazillions of cookies and sweets everyone sells all over the place come Eid, but after a few horrible tasting sessions I decided NO WAY!! How can people even SELL that stuff and call it food??? most of the 'cookies' tasted like cat food and was like grit in my mouth!!...Home baked stuff any time man..


So come 7:30am everyone is scrambling to get ready. And that's when everyone found they coudln't find at least the one important item of clothing. Bey talk about chaos! the house just erupted lololol...and it wasn't even funny at the time, especially because I couldn't even find the khimar that was supposed to go with my outfit *sniff*. Abu and Mummy left us kids behind because we were taking so long haha.

But in the end Mummy and Abu went to a different masjid and we kids went to the PAS place for salaat. Not that we're politically inclined to them or anything no, but because the rest of my family is (haha) and so that's where they would go and we just wanted to be around the family.

So we went to the Musalla...........Not such a big turnout this year though, maybe some of them went over to UMNO? *snigger*






My cousin Masyitah during the Khutbah. How do kids get that bored to death expression? So funny.
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Sweet Ain! A girl who I used to hang around with.



On the way back home after Eid Prayers.....that's the road to my house, we're now approaching the little Masjid I mentioned in one of my earlier posts. The one my great grandad helped build.





A close up of the masjid. It's just called Masjid Lama now. Everyone in Jasin knows it.....when i'm giving directions to my house I use it as a landmark :-D
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Still on the way home..........some more kampung road....




Up the hill..........and now we reach home!! another thing I always include in directions " just keep going until you see the green wall..." :-)




Enter house. We had carefully cleaned it the night before and made it presentable. Should've seen it before! But the whole family was stopping by our house first since my mom is the eldest of the 9 siblings living in Melaka....so everyone must come to Mak langs house first lah.......Sisters were going to be in the dining area...



And men were going to be in the living room area. The house was jam packed with people and their kids and I will not bother to post the 'after' pictures. It was total CARNAGE!! so amazing what damage a few kids can do!!







Check out that Mac 'n Cheeeeeeeeeseeee!!! Everyone LOVED it!! I didn't even get any myself :'(



And lookit that crispy Jerk Chicken...people was linin' up to get a bite of the stuff man!....and I didn't get any either boo hoo.....


It was so funny though, not one of the guests wanted to eat the traditional Malaysian raya food!! They was just killin the Bahamian stuff and asking for the recipe lol. My mum was like "you're not going to eat my rendang??" and they were like "aaaaaah....why'd you even bother with that?? everyone does that! it's boring!"

Where's all the other food? Well I couldn't get around to taking pics. So many people were there and it was like total confusion...alhamdulillah my mom thought of styrofoam plates this year! that saved alot of backbreaking dishwashing which otherwise we 'anak dara' would have had to do LOL.


So alhamdulillah t hings went well, then we went for jalan raya...the part of raya which causes me to weep all the time..visiting house after house..Ya Allah..at first I set out on my heels, but then I quit and just changed to flip flops. By the time I crawled home I could barely gather the strength to take a shower wallahi. But I took it! and then...SLEPT.

Until the next morning.
That was my Eid.
The end.

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And I lift my fingers..

heavy and full of reluctance (or pure laziness) to type out a meager blog post on this page. I claim to love writing and being able to express myself more thru writing than speaking, but why is it that it's so hard for me to get a start on something I love? It's just SO hard for me to sit down and begin to write. Anyway, putting that aside for now.

I am back in Kampung! and that means that I can hear all the crickets singing their love songs in the grass, see my dads beloved lawn (grown with grass roots brought all the way from the Bahamas in a ziplock bag), See my beautiful and lazy cat Baby who has grown into SUCH a prince (I just adore him), and walk into my wonderful bathroom only to find out that......the lightbulbs blown out. AAAHHH. And my good mood vanishes. It is just SO like my brothers to leave the lightbulbs blown out and suffice with candles!! They just have to wait for me to come home and begin to carry on before they even BEGIN move their behinds! Maybe I will reduce their duit raya for that *cackles*.

I see that there are some changes in the blogger settings. There's a tab here that says Monetize. Hmm...makes me remember the days when I thought I would try to make a buck out of blogging. Bleh. Not worth it methinks.

SO I dont have anything much to blog about, just wanted to pop in and say hello. It's been March since I last wrote on this forsaken territory of mine...so much has happened in that time! a rollercoaster of emotions and activities, confrontations with realities of life, which, alhamdulillah, was balanced by blissful respites from realities of life. Can't do without the other you know. Would have a mental overload.

Someone suggested I do a photo essay. I am seriously considering that. But of what? Maybe I will do some things around this kampung of mine.........

Well, till then insha'allah!!

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Night of Horror

Last night was one of the most totally harrowing nights in my life.

Totally.

Because guess what happened. I got lost!! *draws shivery breath*

It all happened at the beginning of a bright sunny day, full with a hearty breakfast consisting of Luqaimaat, Bihun, Banana cake, Tea and Watermelon slices, Us girls (four of us) were ready to hit the road and just conquer the U.I.A. swimming pool! But as they say, Never get your hopes too high because then you're bound to be dissapointed, and need I say? We were dissapointed.
"Where're your bathing suits?" the catty lady at the pool said. "You have to wear bathing suits you know, like that one, see?" And she pointed to a picture of the latest Muslimah fashion bathing suits. "And anyway, you can't swim now, we're having lessons, visitors can only come between 5pm-7pm"

HWAAATTTT!!! Talk about being dissapointed!! frantically opening back up the sms that Adila sent me the other night I saw that she did mention the pool being open at just 5-7pm....boy was I gobsmacked!! were WE gobsmacked!!

Anyway long story cut short, we spent the day in various places in KL, after having parked my car at Sogo. Now here comes the good part where we finally get ....dun dun dun....lost

Driving out of the Sogo parking lot I had not the faintest idea where to turn, thus following my 'instincts' I just followed the road twisting here and there and not really feeling scared (yet) because it was just 8:00pm, I mean....it's just 8:00!! what's there to be scared about right!

Two hours later and I am driving on the highway without an idea  of where we are; all of the signs pointing to Petaling Jaya have mysteriously dissappeared and I'm entertaining crazy ideas of doing a fast reverse in the emergency lane until I see one again and to make it worse, my gas tak was empty! Only Allah knows how I kept my hands straight on that steering wheel....

blink blink blink A red light is blinking showing that my gas is just about kaput. I felt like screaming
I KNOW OKAY!! My sis and the girls and the girls in the back were keeping up some type of laughing/screeching/howling chorus, trying in vain to keep down the panic by laughing like werewolves at everything they saw.

Alhamdulillah we saw a gas station Alllllllllhamdulillah!!! Finally I can ask someone for directions!! I think to myself, But..(there's always the but) when I ran into the station I had to stop short in dismay...everyone at the counter were Bangladeshis who could barely speak Malay!! "Calm down" I tell myself "Just fill up first".....man...I was shivering so bad...when ALHAMDULILLAH some kind hearted Malay soul walked into the gas station and straight away offered to show me the way If I would just follow behind his car.But whats with women and directions? We followed him (going at 130km per hour by the way..this guy was driving mad fast) We got lost againnnnnnnn!!!

The clock is showing 9:45 and we're getting sooooo nervous. finally we spot some guys selling burgers on the side of the road and I didn't even think twice man, I just swerved in next to them and Hafsah just about fell out of the car in her rush and panic to ask the man for the way!! It was hilarious!! the guy came running out and was like Calm down lady! calm down! hahaha................But him and his friends were sooooooooo nice masha'allah....and one of them got on his motorbike and led us all the way back to Kota Damansara..alhamdulillah! It was bedlam in the car man with all of us whooping and hollering and screaming and practically crying with joy that we were HOME!!.....

Now that I think of it..and recall back their appearances...They are NOT the kind of guys I would normally approach to ask something on a regular day. I mean with their piercings and wild hairstyles and dropping jeans, smoking, totally scary faces....but now I know; Dont just a book by its cover! :) :) Everyone has a drop of good in them somewhere..........and they sure did, because without them I dont know if we would have even gotten home!

Phew!

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Breathe in, Breathe out

It's been so long! I've actually totally forgotten about this blog. Shame on me actually. Once upon like a hundred years ago I made a firm resolve (which, obviously, wasn't firm enough) to blog something at least once a day, but man! I am just sooo....................Okay lemme stop. I was just going to tell a lie there. I'm not SOO busy, but I'm just plain unmotivated is all.

Since moving out of my Aunts place there hasn't been any internet in our little burrow of an apartment and it's just painful to use the internet at school. I mean talk about slow!

But today...ah today. Out of all the days I decided to walk to school. "A sunny day!" I thought " Might as well just walk to school and burn some of this thigh flab, and then when I go to gym after school I will have had a head start at the excercise!" And I walked to school fantasising and thinking happily of all the nasty bits of fat that I was burning.

Ah well....that's why fantasies are called fantasies.

Everyone sing along : It's Raining...It's pouring...the old man is snoring...( eh? Is that how it goes? sheesh who cares)

IT'S RAINING BEBEH AND WE'RE GROUNDED HERE.

But it's all good, I can finally update this poor forsaken blog of mine. Hang out with the other slightly mentally damaged teachers as myself (haha) and eat burnt fritters thrown together by one of the slightly mentally damaged teachers and sip on almost-sugarless tea. Ah...the beauty of rainy days. It just turns barely edible food into a feast! lurvely.

I've an interview next weed with the School head..urgh...I am SO not on the same side of the river as that lady...what to do what to do? I just HATE people observing my teacher also (which is what she's going to do) because that is the time when all the kids act like goats possessed! But I love my kids. And (hopefully) they love me too....I mean...that's what they tell me all the time in their upside down and lopsided writing " i Luvv u  tEahcehr" awwwwww wubbies.

But I can hate them at times. Oh Allah. But I heard (somehwere) that that's what makes a relationship beautiful.  A little bit of hate. MUAHAHAHA.

Anyway, I wish I could have added some pictures but this school computer is SO slow i'm afraid that i'll be waiting till tomorrow and God! I can't do that, I got work ta do mon!

Ciao ;-)

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Oh La La, I've been caught on camera!

So I'm just randomly browsing the internet and I decide to type in the name of the preschool at where I teach. Search results pop up. A PA system service website? what's that got to do with my preschool? Click. Click. Surprise! It seems that there was some hidden cameraman around whilst we were doing the rehearsals for the preschool graduation day back in November and I was caught in a picture! Good thing it's only from the back though. And Seeing as they just so nicely took my picture without me knowing, I think they wouldn't mind if I took it and put it up here so here goes :), Moi and me class of preschoolers.

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Peek-a-boo blog






It's been so long! Since moving to Kota Damansara I've had barely any time to use the Internet, and that's because my aunt and uncle have six kids and one computer...haha..do the math.

But so far life as a kindergarten teacher has been...well...nothing short of hectic. Even tho the hours are relatively short being only from 9:30am to 2:00pm, by the time I get home I'm so drained it's all I can do to take a bath and drop into bed. And I would gladly fore go the bath if I didn't have this annoyingly sensitive skin which screams to be watered with a shower every 3 hours!

But it also has it's rewards, mainly seeing these too-sweet-to-be-real kids smiling at you in delight as they realize that they have just achieved something...be it just reading a simple sentence, it really feels wonderful masha'allah.

Today I and two other teachers took class K-2 to the Planetarium so that they can pretend to be astronauts for a day. Ha-ha. We teachers were the ones feeling like astronauts by the end of that horrendous trip because our heads were spinning and aching and we were feeling nauseous and all, thanks to that ridiculous dome-shaped theater screen in the centre! I mean really! Did they really think that people are capable of craning their necks up for 1/2 an hour straight to watch some movie on the rainforest!! Even the kids were smart. They didn't even try. Instead they decided to add onto we teachers misery by playing who-can-jump-out-of-the-chair-the-fastest and watching the seats slam back into place; screaming the place down.
If I had my way I for sure wouldn't have been watching that movie either! but then the principal insisted that we teachers watch and explain it all out to the students so... -sob-.

After tomorrow tho insha'allah, we're taking the playgroup kids out for an excursion to some place called FRIM, a forest reserve with rivers and waterfalls; for a hike. Ya Allah I dont even want to think of it. Can you imagine trekking in a mosquitoe infested forest with a group of 20 kids all below 4? I cannot......

But anyway! Life is all about experience is it not?

Last week two of my cousins, Akmal and Irsyad took off for Egypt for studies at Al-Azhar University. I felt kinda weird seeing them go, even a twist of sadness in my chest which kind of surprised me seeing that we were'nt all that close now since we've grown up. Whilst kids we were best of pals, and I was especially close with Akmal since we loved that he was only 9 days younger than me, but later on we just drifted apart. But I got to talk to them for a bit alhamdulilah, got to tell them to take care of themselves, got to tell them to keep in touch.....speaking about keeping in touch, I gotta sms them after this. All the best insha'allah and may Allah keep them safe! Ameen





Irsyad (glasses) and Akmal at the airport



Taking a picture with sister (glasses) aunt, brother, and cousins

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I'm feeling quite silly right now, sitting here with my nose gelled up in a green blackhead remover peel-off-mask, contemplating whether or not I should feel weepy over the dramatic farewell which was given to me 15 minutes earlier.

Actually I did fell weepy whilst the farewell was in process, but now I'm wondering whether I should have felt that way? hahaha.

Since i'm making a move to K.L. today with my sis, my cousins who usually drop by with their mom every morning to pick up my brothers for school came to tell me goodbye. I was on my laptop just browsing when I hear an unusually hoarse voice for a little girl call me from outside my window " Umi said to salam you before you go!!" It was my 12 year old cousin and she just about burst into tears as she kissed my hand. Ooo-kayyy I think. And then next came my 10 year old cousin. And then the 14 year old. And then I was getting a bit weepy myself looking at their tear filled eyes so I locked myself into the bathroom (shame man! dont want anyone catching you all red-eyed LOL) and 2 minutes later my sis is banging on the door "get out Mak Uda wants to see you" she hollered.
Oh dear. I splashed my face quick with water and went to see her. Boy I wasn't prepared for her grabbing me that way! she just about shoved her hand to my mouth for me to kiss, and then kissed me on the cheeks and whispered ferociously "Take care of yourself now girl!" before she too turned on her heels with a swipe at her eyes and ran -yes ran- back to the car.

I was quite speechless. I didn't expect that because i had already called her for a chat last night.

Now about 20 minutes later I'm thinking : Wasn't it touching! and also : Wasn't that funny! I will come back on the weekends, and I usually only see them on the weekends anyway!! what with their school schedule and work schedule and all.

Ah well, I'm not complaining, a little extra love is always welcome, whether unnecessary or not, I'm guessing though that this was done on the spur of the moment, and most probably halfway on the drive to school those weeping relatives in the car will say "But wont they be here on the weekends anyway?" and feel silly themselves.

LOL

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Come Tuesday and Bye-bye Melaka....

Because I'll be moving out that day. Leaving Melaka, and my nice comfy home.

I've got a job now see, and it starts on Wednesday Insha'allah. A sweet job, I've already spent a day with the kids at the school and they are all lovelies. What's more better is that it's an all English speaking school so I dont have to fumble around with my Malay.

I'll be staying over at my aunts whilst looking around for an apartment to rent. To be honest I wish we had an apartment to move into right away. Living with someone for any period of time over three days becomes a bit tense for me, and the lack of privacy and space really gets to me ........ but then my aunt is a great sport, and her kids are awesome, and then, who am I to have any say in the matter? at least I have a place to stay.

I'm a bit worried about leaving home though. My mother seems really sad about it and that really weighs down on me. And then i'm worried about my father. He's depressed enough as it is, and I know that with me and my sis out of the house he will get even more cantankerous  and miserable....*sigh* even though sometimes I think that it probably wouldn't make much of a difference since he's the same even though we're around,, but you know that feeling..

Actually i'm not even excited about the job. After the initial surge at having found a job, I felt...nothing. It's kind of weird since ever since we set foot in Malaysia I have been planning on moving out and living on my own..you know, shifting for myself, staying in KL away from the family and getting some 'breathing space'. But now that it's all happened I couldn't care less about it, and I actually even find thoughts creeping into my mind to just dont show up on Wednesday afterall....

Tension in the family really addles out the brain I guess. Makes you undecided and guilty about things you dont usually feel that way about.

Anyway.

On a side note, isn't it just LUNACY the way the Sultan of Melaka awarded Shah Rukh Khan with the Datuk title????

Shame.

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